I tried to walk away from it

I cannot leave when you're still here

I don't know what to do with my secret

When it's my only fear

I know that they all say that I'm crazy

I wear that name with pride

Give me my self esteem and I'll break it

Fake it and run and hide

ooooh

(CHORUS)

Give me my self esteem and I'll break it

Take it away and watch me, I'll fake it

Show me the way to lose my sanity

You can call me crazy!

Nobody sees the light when I'm screaming 

I cannot help you out so stop leaning

On me now!

I can't love you now!

Noooo....

Too many words to say but somehow

I cannot let them out

All my mistakes are drowning me now

Of that I have no doubt

For every step I take forward

Somebody comes and pulls me down

I'm stuck alone with words my heart

My spirit and my broken crown

I'm too selfish 

I'm too mean

I've got poison

Pouring out of me

I'm a sordid of mess

Of insanity

I create pain

Out of self esteem!